huii
16 yrs old
7 jan 91
huii <3 hanyong(dear)
huii miss hanyong(dear)
dun like-->liars,ghost,alone
wanna to be dote and love by someone who really cares
huii <3 darling(jenny)and meimei(hann)too =)
Dun feel like staying in this house...feel so cold and lonely...why i jus canot have a warm and cosy house and a wonderful home to stay in. Everytime when i reach home mummy jus scold me even if i have score a better result for her to see but she jus kept scolding i really dunno wad is on her mind. Eva since my daddy have left us, she has totally change into another person which we really cant regonise her as our mummy...really feel so sad abt it. But i also cant do anything this is wad she chose to do i also cant force her to do wad i wan so i jus heck care bahx. Why i have such a sucky mummy...haiz i also dunno. She bend my frnz from coming my house but she did not bend my mei de frnz why izzit like that...she is so bias man, she only treat my meimei and korkor good but not me like i am not her child like that haiz dunno la really feel so sad and confuse. Then now after sch must go back home or else she will come and bring me after sch and confiscate my hp and dun let me use and i canot go anywhere and canot go with anyone haiz...everytime i will think why she wanna give birth to me and bring me so much unhappiness and i have to bring my own happiness for myself with my own bare hands...without my laogong with me i am sure that i am in a world full of darkness and without any stars or moon or light that brighten up my life only when he enters my life...i can see many stars that twinkle in my sky when in the dark, see the sun that shinning on me in the dae accompany me throughout my daes without leaving or wad so eva and jus staying beside me whenever and wherever. Give me warmth in the cold daes, that makes me feel comfortable and nice.He colours my life with colours pencils..using many different colours that brighten up my world...can see all the smiles everywhere...nv eva thought of having a sad face. Maybe when i am facing u...u really dunno how deep i lurve u...u will wonder how deep i lurve u ? I can say is as deep as the ocean and u may not neo how deep izzit but i can tell u that it is surely very very very very deep and i can say is I Lurve U from the bottom of my heart. And as u every time say i simply rocks ur world and i will say u...totally rockss my world hee really miss u alot wor even i see u everydae but i jus simply miss u alot...k lor rite till here le next time then i rite again miss dear...miss daddy...miss jenny...**yibeizi**xiiaohuii("v")xiiaohao**yibeizi**
