huii
16 yrs old
7 jan 91
huii <3 hanyong(dear)
huii miss hanyong(dear)
dun like-->liars,ghost,alone
wanna to be dote and love by someone who really cares
huii <3 darling(jenny)and meimei(hann)too =)
Felt so miserable nw really sobs i really dunno wad can i do liaox haiz...it seems like we dun use to talk on the fone like we used to be. So weird and is like nth to talk abt like that. That time u come fetch me and i really very very happi to see u but all i wish is that the first thing u would do is to hug me and say u miss me but u end up asking me when did i buy my shirt then i was totally sian diao thought u will giv me a lovely kiss on my face haha maybe i tink too much le bahx. But i really hope that u would hug me tight i really scared that i will leave u one dae and i really dun wan it to happen really !! hope that u will understand me bahx.. Dear is not i wanna quarell with u de wors is like i work there some how got a bit stress cox all of them are adult and non of them are like me as a kid. You nv even understand me while i was working there. Even i got tell u that there got one old lady like dun like me then everytime giv me face then is like if u were there then i think u also wun stand her de lor.. Is like she is giving those fucking attitude sry to say that but i am really damm angry abt this lor. Everytime she gives me the face and make me felt so guilty and i dun like it. I am jus a temp worker working there not even a permanent worker lor i hate u lor!!!
Darling and hann thks for being there for me all along really thks and all my frns too bahx. U all may think that i am jus running away frm my problems but i can honestly tell u that i dun even dare to face it i have no guts to face it, i really cant accept wad have happen in my life and totally destroy my attitude towards anything even everyone in my life. I have no rite to love anyone and to be love, i have no rite to do anything no rite to do anything or everything. U all may think that i am jus stubborn and do not wan to accept anything..maybe u all are rite bahx. Cox u all dun even noe hw is it feel to lost ur daddy u all dunno hw is it feel that u have no father love u all jus dunno...i really feel so bad i really feel so bad abt it. I felt so regret that i nv tell my daddy not to work too much and rest more but if i tell he also wont listen so wads the point. I wan him to rest more and pei us more but he jus keep working haiz b4 he go he nv even spoken anything to us and nv even open his mouth at all not even speaking to us. He jus keep making sound and somehw tell us that he is very uncomfortable. I hate my grandma !! I hate her..she nv even cares abt my daddy and she even tell her own daughter(my aunt) that my daddy have a lots of money wah i really hate that !!! At the dae we gonna send my daddy off and she nv even drop any tears nt even A drop !!! and all my aunt de tears are all crocodile tears they are so fake nw i dun even wanna step into my grandma house anymore !! i hate that house i hate all of them they all are so fake !!!Everytime they got problems my daddy sure lend a hand to them but my daddy got problem they all tends to run miles away frm us and nv lend a hand to us i hate it. They are in need of money my daddy lends them but he nv even return the money to us..not a small amount wors is quite a big sum.
My daddy de hospital bill was so high and not even any aunt or grandma is helping us to pay the bill onli my mother side de ppl is nicer that side de ah yi and grandmother and grandfather is the best then care for us help us and nv think of paying back. My daddy side de ppl thinks that we all have a lot of money but we have already spent all the money on my daddy's hospital bill they also dunno the cost is hw much!! sobs i am really sadd that i have this kind of relatives tooTHEY ALL ARE SO FAKE SO I HATE THEM ALL !!!
